(this post is adressed to alex, and alex is sometimes called "u" in here, just to let u know) well........

that long ago???!!! seriously??!! wow, i never could have guess, u acted just like jordan and ben. u didn't seem to react differently to me than they did to me. did anyone know? maybe i just didn't notice because i was really annoyed with benny madson. do u know him? he was 'flirting' with me, in marams point of view in science. he was really annoying, and in tech ed i was always dreading science and thinking up ways to get rid of benny. he leaves me alone most of the time now, so i am happy. when we were watching the movie yesterday, ben said something about u asking me something so i could kind of guessed what u posted, but i wanted to be positive because it did not seem likley, so i kept on asking u guys to tell me. believe me, i thought i was a deep red. it is kind of funny how micah asked us if we were going out near the beggining of tech ed. i was just like excuse me? hello, we are not going out. micah and her friends are always asking me who i like, and they are probably thinking u or ben cause i always hang out with u guys in tech ed. ben is just my friend, and i like him as a friend. (make sure u get that ben, oh, ben, by the way, i can look in the yearbook and try to find out who u like. i think u gave me enough clues so that i will have about only five people that i will be suspicouse of. :) ) now, i don't know about going out with u alex. for one, summer is almost here, and i will be busy throughout the summer. second, my mom still treats my 18 year old sister like a baby, so she would probably freak. my dad is scared that if i walk around the block, that i will get run over a car or something like getting shot by the crazy old man that lives on the block(i dont even know if he has a gun). i still have to think about my feelings for u. i know for certian that i like u at least as a friend, but not sure if i do like u even more. i will have to think about it. anyways, question, or, more like a definition, define going out please, as u see it. wow, this is one long post. to tell u the truth, u, ben, and jordan are my best friends that are boys. i dont usually sosialize with boys because they are so annoying and i usually hate them and they never do anything with a few exeptions. and they usually hang out with the girls that i do not like, and that gives them a bad air. some boys(not u,ben, or jordan, i think) are so annoying that they annoy me for fun. it is so childish. but it is very fun teasing boys that u are friends with. it is fun teasing u, ben, and jordan. now, did u seriously like me during art????????????????????????? that was so long ago!!!!!!!!! i did not even know u that well, but i could tell that we would be great friends. remember when u and jordan would play footseys all the time? and then (okay, i admit it) i would join? that was funny. then mr. guy would ask if we were playing footseys, and i always pointed at u and jordan. boy, do u kick hard. jordan can't even hurt a fly with his kick. hahahaha. wow, u do horribly in pe pantathalon. u sucked!! u got near the bottom while me and ben (i know, bad grammer) were closer to the top. i dont know about jordan. u look so wierd in your yearbook photo. i look disgusting. and i still hate my hair. tomorrow i might wear it down for a little while to make beth happy. she was not at school today!!!! how mean is that? well, i have to go now, i hope i answered all of your questions. oh, and by the way, tomorrow u are signing my "yearbook" (it is a bunch of papers stapled together :) )

wow, now that was one long post, probably the longest one i will ever make. i am so tired. see u tomorrow. btw, are u coming to school on friday?

phew, my arms hurt :)